I'm just getting more and more bitter

It is so tiring that I have to live up to societal standards, not be a negative
person all and all, no complaining, no bitching.

I'm just tired! and I want to vent and bitch and yell.
I want to complain about my shitty life, I dont want to hold it
all it and become a bitter fake person inside.

I'm really really tired.